I've tried to.

tried to forget him.
tried to be more socialise.
tried to open my eyes and see the world.
tried to understand others.
tried to be a new person.
tried to change.
strange, weird, ironic.
whatever.
glad to have smith.
he's just so undrstanding, great.
okay, stop it, i dun wanna boast about him , yikes!
actually before i start to log into blogger, there's a world in a world, yea craps.
thats what my wacko lil brother type on my post while i was away for a min to cook rice.
nyways, back to my point, before i started to log into blogger, there's a million of stuff i wanted to type in this post.
but due to much ignorance to blog once i log in coz was to bz with vid games.
I FORGET WHAT TO WRITE IN THIS POST.
okay okay okay.
i want to buy that white guitar, it's so goddamn gorgeous!
it's for 150 bucks but i can get it for 90 bucks, awesome yea?
mummy papa said okay next month, well, this month to be exact.
but when?!
okay cut the crap ifashanizbteabduljalil.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
( wondering who's smith? mdshahryanbinidunnoewho. I dint tell my peeps about him neither did he told his friends about me, hahhha, insane.. totally. nyways, we can never jugde a person by looks. i saw this cute guy in a cafe but next instance i found him kissed another guy who just came in the cafe towards him on the lips and they went off happily together holding hands. then i went, so much for a cute face, he's actually a gay. and i said that for a couple of times today. why? I also dunnoe.)