SIMPLE

Moved.

2010-01-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

I mean it.
Tumblr here I am.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

www.awesome-brunette.tumblr.com

That's the end.

2010-01-03T18:01:00.005+08:00

time passes like how cotton candy melts in your mouth.
Holiday was sweet but it's too short.
too short for me to pin up memories in my head.
there's sweet, sour, bitter, spicy moments but it just doesn't fit in.
After today, no time for me to waste coz i've got less than 6 months to prepare.
PREPARE FOR THE WORST, olevels.
darn, why do I grow up too fast? I always thought I just graduated from primary school just yesterday.
the stress of sitting for olevels isn't as bad as not completing holiday assignments!
syikes, I totally know it's wrong but I've got RESPONSIBILITIES.
yea, that big word.
I'm in the core team of the ones who organised the sec one orientation camp twentyten.
And we've got a hell of a million works to be done for the camp to be a success.
Just look at the sizes of the banners at our school.
It's deadly.
err, so that explains why I didn't manage to complete my holiday assignments.
I spent a lot of time in school to prepare for the f'camp.
I know I had some little puny teeny weeny of time to do my homeworks.
But hey, i'm a normal typical human who needs rest.
Plenty of rest to stay healthy!
true ain't it?
But don't worry about me and the assignments.
I'm gonna do just fine.
Hey, I'm as cunning as a fox y'know.
Anyways, some people get confused over me.
But I too don't get whats up with myself.
Well, I've been looking my ex's profile on facebook.
Not the recent one, it's the one before him.
Everytime I saw his photo, I am mentally disturbed.
okay, that sounds wrong.
what I mean is, I miss him.
He's now attached with another person.
I know it's been a very very very long time since we go on our seperate ways.
well, the reason we ain't together is ME.
I followed my intuition.
now i realise that my guts don't tell the truth all the time.
I broke up him coz I can't feel the chemistry between us?
fucking pathetic, but it already happened.
I can't do anything more.
Well now, i don't know why I feel like I don't bear to see him with another girl but at the same time, I think I don't have any feeling towards him..
It's super weird ain't it?
yea totally...
but I know if he somehow gets to read this post, he would supposedly go "that fucking female dog!"
well, I deserve that. He's a good guy.
I mean it.
Let's drop the subject.
So, tomorrow.
I've got to get to school at 6am to prepare the stuff for sec one camp.
Tiring but this camp will only go on till tuesday.
but after that, from wednesday till friday, there's this workshop for 4express.
Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop, from 8 am till 9 pm on the three days.
Shiitass.
Im tired im tired im tired.
Sometimes, being smart and have leadership doesn't helps.
Sometimes it helps though.
See what I mean how it doesn't helps?
And I know you know that it also helps in a way.
You get me?
Well, I don't get myself.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Ihsan will probably come to Singapore this MArch or MAy. yeaahhooo! I've just posted the longest post in my own blog.)

That's the end.

2010-01-03T18:01:00.001+08:00

joget,

2009-12-23T19:41:00.001+08:00

dance dance.

TIRED, it’s been a decade since I dance. lol, anyways, danced to the song “nobody-wondergirls” okay, won’t gonna blabber too much on school things but orientation prep work is rather okay though. ~~Most of my homework is not done yet,~~ okay stop it.

Anyways, went to Indonesia. Didn’t do much there. Ate NASI PADANG there. well, I know Singapore also got those but you gotta try eating that thing there. It’s tastier, yummier and much more original. I’m very very amaze by how they stacked around 18 different dishes in between their two arms and serve us without making a disaster. Awesome, totally… I know. Well, a little shopping there, yea when I say little I mean teeny weeny. Imagine just buying an Adidas bag which cost around 249 000 rp ($25++) and 2 printed tees & 1 polo shirt for just 165 000 rp ($15++). Puny ain’t it? well, i know it’s better than nothing. plus, there’s this om osman, our supir, he’s been talking about his son Fauzi who is in Singapore and has a band, i guess? he’s a drummer. geks, wonder who is he?

till now still nobody claims for snowbell, the persian cat that I found. well, if not, friday, adoption it will be.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism. (still new to tumblr. trying to adapt myself. me and smithy are so pathetically over.)

library.

2009-12-15T12:28:00.002+08:00

sphinx n printers just dun get along well, see.

wasted 90 cents just to settle them down.

just my luck.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(between, me n him. not settle yet but the feeling's rather awesome though.)

wingnut.

2009-12-12T22:27:00.006+08:00

Definition of today.
BOREDOM.
really did nothing.
well, was suppose to go orchard.
meeting him there.
but surprisingly, he got caught up with something else.
should tell you more.
so, i got stuck at home doing nothin.
watch tv, eat ice cream, all those stupid lame stuff.
then in the middle of the day,
smith: hey babe, dah mkn?
ifashaniz: nah, later.
smith: why you? okay?
ifashaniz: huh? of course lah.
smith: then, the way u talk to me mcm tk okay.
ifashaniz: ntg lah.
smith: its about the cancelled meeting jsut now eh you?
ifashaniz: eyy dude, im okay lah. watsup with u mabok eh?
smith: asl you? i ask like that also cannot? who mad?
ifashaniz: (silent)
smith: trus tk mahu talk. people ask people care. whats with you?
ifashaniz: dah lah, sorry uh.
smith: blabber*
ifashaniz: (cutting his blabber) eyy, dah lah i said sorry right. stop it can. bye lah.
-line cut-
ifashaniz: knucklehead mcspazatron btol tu smith.
smith smsed me only to say "merajok then trus letak. what sey you."
AND HE DIDNT SAY SORRY.
wth.
and guess what tmrrw, 13122009, first month with him.
fuck right?
urrgghh.
ku takkan talk to him till he do something to amaze me while saying srry.
cheetot.
okay, stop it.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
( my auntie and i chatted online with eachother and we're like beside each other, ahahha being random with her. & yes, i do elle-ohh-vveee-eee her so damn much, muah muah muah!)

kecoh.

2009-12-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

kanchong.
everything so kanchong.
really sia.
everything like shit.
i wanna relax.
i wanna sit by the beach with shades on, sun tanning.
on sunday at east coast park, family day.
oh yes, i wanna 'perah' all my stress away.
but holy mad cow shit!
next monday go geylang, buy cloth for sec 1 orientation banners.
shitass, then have to quickly design it.
everything so last minute.
oh darn, haven even touch my homeworks.
yes, not in the mood to do it.
but gosh, holidays getting shorter nowadays.
haven do holiday assignments and not even revision.
and guess what, im sitting for my o levels next year!
I SHOULD HAVE MY EARLY REVISION.
oh yes yes yes, i should.
hhhhaaaa...
imagine u and ur love in an ice cream shop.
sharing ice cream together.
eyes to eyes..
wonderful feeling ive got there.
*blushes*
toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism.
(friendster really changed.)

52645

2009-12-03T20:07:00.003+08:00

I can never really tell you why,
I've been missing you a lot and
I just have to take another look of your photo in my wallet,
And there's no reason why keep your picture by my side when I sleep
pretending you were never really gone..
It's like a missing star that's always been up in your sky..
It's like the rainbow never comes after the rain..
It's like the sun never rises in every of your morning..
How am I suppose to live without these things..
They are all you..

I've tried to.

2009-12-01T15:49:00.004+08:00

tried to forget him.
tried to be more socialise.
tried to open my eyes and see the world.
tried to understand others.
tried to be a new person.
tried to change.
strange, weird, ironic.
whatever.
glad to have smith.
he's just so undrstanding, great.
okay, stop it, i dun wanna boast about him , yikes!
actually before i start to log into blogger, there's a world in a world, yea craps.
thats what my wacko lil brother type on my post while i was away for a min to cook rice.
nyways, back to my point, before i started to log into blogger, there's a million of stuff i wanted to type in this post.
but due to much ignorance to blog once i log in coz was to bz with vid games.
I FORGET WHAT TO WRITE IN THIS POST.
okay okay okay.
i want to buy that white guitar, it's so goddamn gorgeous!
it's for 150 bucks but i can get it for 90 bucks, awesome yea?
mummy papa said okay next month, well, this month to be exact.
but when?!
okay cut the crap ifashanizbteabduljalil.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
( wondering who's smith? mdshahryanbinidunnoewho. I dint tell my peeps about him neither did he told his friends about me, hahhha, insane.. totally. nyways, we can never jugde a person by looks. i saw this cute guy in a cafe but next instance i found him kissed another guy who just came in the cafe towards him on the lips and they went off happily together holding hands. then i went, so much for a cute face, he's actually a gay. and i said that for a couple of times today. why? I also dunnoe.)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.

2009-11-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

mummy, daddy, nenek, auntie, etc. burning the midnight oil to cook for tmrw, while i hanky ppanky with lappie.
yikes!
on the phone now with smith, cracking lame jokes on byk2 _____, ______ aper yg _____?
lol, lame whatever.
he's working tmrw.
i mean my bro's working tmrw, sad.
well, he's working tmrw too, sad.
blah blah blah.
francis? go to hell with him.
too tired of having him msging me every single day.
if he's my man, i dun mind but he's not even my close friend.
what dyu expect? i got irritated lah!
urrghh!
lets droop the subject.
drop i mean.
nyways, went shopping for baby stuff with auntie linda n uncle yeaid.
with baby alya of course.
was fun but tiring.
end our day with eating sweet & sour fish from fish& co.
was fun but i feel full after meal.
too full.
felt wobbly.
but everythin was gone when mummy n papa tag along.
then, we bought famous amos cookies.
super delicious.
darn, my bby always trying to get into a plastic bag.
yeap, i mean it.
bby always hops into a plastic bag n expect us to carry that bag all around the house with her inside.
just like a preppy princess.
hahhhahhha, superadorable!
thats why i love her so much.
well, moving on.
GO SEZAIRI!!
YOU AWESOME LIL err, COOL CATS?
whatever, hope sezairi can do it.
what the fuck am i talking abt?
OBVIOUSLY, HE'S THE NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL, waaahhhh!
kays, i dun wanna talk any shit anymore.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(I fell in love with ihsan's new single DIA vid posted by mba kalin on fcebook. totally touching, love u ihsan!!!!!)

musical talents.

2009-11-25T20:36:00.003+08:00

Yunalis Zarai: awesome, wanna be like her musically.
Cakka: Idola Cilik 2 indonesia super cute for a boy of his age.with his guitar n stuff.
ifashaniz: soon enough, hope so. I wanna be MUSICATASTIC!
whatever, thanks smith.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

oopppss, i did i again.

2009-11-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

now i realise the problem is ME.
Sometimes, im plain rude.
yes, im plain rude to my dad.
too lazy to tell you why but the thing is im rude to him.
i truly tried to say sorry.
but sudden there's a halt for me to do so.
why?
I aslo have no idea.
dang, dint talk to him since he came home from work.
dear god, just make things move smoothly and make us forget what we were fighting abt.
nywys, found a new friend.
and he's francis.
I mean his name is francis, see.
he's weird.
i mean urghh, nevermind.
forget it.
well, he wanna or as he would like to say willing to share my interest.
told him that i love indon songs, he's willing to learn how to play those songs.
see, get what i mean?
thats too strange for a girl like me okayy.
i mean i just got to know him & he's already like thaat.
totally..
WEIRDO!
okay, put those craps aside.
next oh yes smith(NOT HE'S REAL NAME THOUGH)!
he's awesome.
my kinda man.
lol, im gettin too over xcited abt this.
okay, chhiiiillllll.....
atlastimwithhim, waaaaahhh!!!
wanna know how he ask?
err, sorry can't put it in words.
oh-oh getting heat up again.
well, i accepted him coz he's like a duplicate of my old crush.
maybe not looks, he's taller.
but character.
i mean he makes me smile 24/7.
well, my crush? how do i forget him?
coz maybe he's taken.
okay what craps.
shouldnt be talkin bout him no more, no no no.
better get going now b4 i start anymore of my crappy stuff.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(Francis might be my writer for ARS since he said he love writing, nerd.)
ILOVESMITH.

I've had it.

2009-11-18T19:04:00.003+08:00

My mind is boggling.
whatever, im not even sure if boggling is a word.
well, the thing is...
I NEED A BREAK AND I REALLY GOT TO HAVE THAT KIT KAT.
Im too stressed up.
Too stressed up till i dont know how to relax myself.
If only i can scream out loud without people going.
Dang! Is that girl mad?
UUUURRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!
Okay, a minute of silence will help.
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30
31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40
41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50
51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
okay, im being random, whatever.
nyways, about the ARS.
Still working on it.
next post will be about something I found on another people blog on animal rights.
visit ARS website to know more.
the next post is pretty interesting.
nyways, I tried to search for animal rights society on google search engine.
and guess what?
there's a lot of similar,using more improved technologies?..
organizations from different countries.
well, there's Toronto Animal Rights Society (TARS)
Michigan Animal Rights Society (MARS)
and i was thinking, if i put mines..
Singapore Animal Rights Society (SARS)????
dang, it'll sound totally ridiculous.
gonna stick with my ARS.
The result from the search were too many and i got tired finding my website from the search.
It was like you search for a small pin in a thick stack of hay.
okay, lets drop the subject.
moving on.
o yea, leadership camp was okay.
fun, but i wasnt in the mood while the rest were playing out loud.
Cheers and stuff like that,
and i cant scream like them coz im like, i mean my nose is stuffed up.
or scientifically, nasal blockage or was it called nasal congestion?
whatever, it was something like that and I feel as if if i scream with having stuffed up nose, I cant breathe. Well, strange but yea, thats how i feel.
only a few was selected to be in the core team or in other words, the team which is gonna be the total in charge of the next yr sec1 orientation thingy.
That means, i still gotta go back to school.
Darn, i really to tired,
I know i shouldnt complain but im normal okay.
haiz, whatever lets move on.
It looks like he's already taken.
well, i dunnoe?
is it a fact or just a wild thought.
girls, typical, sure they've got crushes don't they?
well, i do.
in fact one which i had for a long time..
whatever.
aint gonna blabber that shit anymore.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(yeas, manage to recruit one of my friend for the ARS. wont give up.)

And not great.

2009-11-16T18:08:00.004+08:00

Animal Rights Society is done with me posting only ONE POST.
really pathetic.
I gotta get more supporters and help me with this organization.
dang! I prayed.
Dear god, I'm trying to do something good here. please help me.
hope good things will happen soon.
well, first post was about animal abuse.
aint gonna elaborate more.
go read it at ARS website.
and please do sent in your thoughts.
This week, there's no more headstart lessons.
but that mr j wants the history students to return to school.
to finish up with fascist japan.
but he promised us sandwiches and milo on the lesson last week.
but darn, he totally fake it.
my friends and i were like skipping breakfast and hoping he would make that sandwich he promised but shitass.
we have to sit in class for 2 hours ++ with only a 5 mins toilet break and an empty stomach.
@#!*&
okay, there goes my anger.
yikes, well another thng which stress me is the Drama Camp.
Dyyna's thinking of shoppin the extra stuff tmrw and getting the budget of 80.
i mean getting the 80 bucks first then go shop for the extra stuff.
well, this is our overall plan.
budget $400.
$200 for ordering online from bbqwholesale.com
$120 for the bus trip to & fro school.
$80 for extra things needed to buy.
so the thing is, if we don't get the 80 bucks by tmrw and shop..
me and arni won't have enough time left.
tuesday, free to shop.
wednesday, leadership camp.
thursday, bz on some other stuff and packing up for camp.
friday & saturday, CAMP!!!
omgoodness, im panicking again!!
syikes, okay gonna put a fullstop to this topic.
well, next.
mr J speaks of economics during history.
like what happens during an economic crisis?
this fall that fall, then rises again.
then need to have recessions.
blah blah blah.
only god knows how i hate ECONOMICS BUSINESS whatever lah.
ehhww!
nyways, i really hope ARS will be a success.
I mean, it may sound ridiculous to some. Ppl will go like... how can ARS make it big like SPCA or some other great organization when the one in charge is just a typical 15 year old kiddo.
well, the truth is I really wanna help those animals and plants.. THIS NATURE, for god sake.
what about sunrise? what about rain?
what about all the things that you said we were to gain?
what flowering fields? Is there a time?
What about all the things that you said were yours and mines?
Do you ever stop to notice all the blood we've shed before?
Do you ever stop to notice the crying earth the weeping shore?
aahhhh...
yea you bet.
MJ, king of pop's EARTH SONG.
boom!
okay, will try to recruit more people and will try to write another post.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(this organization thingy, it's real hard.)

It's almost done.

2009-11-13T20:38:00.003+08:00

Most of my things are almost done.
School's almost done next week.
Well, Monday still have to go for history lessons.
Mr Jana's gonna make sandwiches for us before lessons.
Wednesday's gonna be that leadership camp again.
Friday and next Saturday's gonna be Drama Camp.
tmrw's rehearsals for ...
It's a CIP thingy.
Well, Im just too excited to say that
IM GETTING MARRIED!
lol, im being crappy again.
Im just kiddin alright.
well, im too excited to tell you that....
The making of ANIMAL RIGHTS SOCIETY WEBSITE is almost done.
just 2 to 3 days more.
so, keep hanging in there.
And then, kaaboom!
there, part of my dream comes true!
ANIMAL RIGHTS SOCIETY is one of my dreams eversince im small.
but after ARS website is ready.
It still have to go a long way.
I still need to recruit more people for my organisation to go as far as SPCA or cats welfare.
So, yea im really asking.
Please do help me, anbody reading this information.
Please email or msg me if you wanna help me.
If you help me,
GOD BLESS YOU.
That's all I've got to say.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Please, you kind-hearted souls out there. help me to stretch ARS. PLEASE!!!!)

MURAT BOZ.

2009-11-11T20:32:00.003+08:00

The new Turkish Delight.

Today of Last year.

2009-11-11T18:47:00.005+08:00

last week of headstart.
but dint go for it on Tues n Weds(today).
Why?
Ive got valid reasons okay, i hate play to truant.
well, tuesday was o levels MT paper.
the paper was not easy, not hard.
well, but i can say that it was managable.
now my job is just to pray hard that i can get distinction.
I WILL GET A DISINCTION. (positive mindset)
okay whatever.
well, today had leadership camp.
noi just told me last minute.
was fun but i totally lost my voice.
great.
the next session for this leadership camp's gonna be on next wednesday.
yada yada yada
moving on.
WAIT.
what day is it today?
11112009.
well 11/11 is the most tragic day in my entire life.
today of last year was when i had my catastrophe.
you bet, it's my accident day!
wth accident day?
well, my accident happen today last year.
blah blah blah.
mummy wanna watch obsessed now.
so, aint gonna blabber no more.
yes, mummy can read my mind.
oh yea, I WANT A NEW GUITAR MUMMY PAPA!!!!!!
before i type anymore craps.
toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism.

syikes, it's school again.

2009-11-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

okay, just have to stand for next last week of headstart.
darn, im too tired.
Alright, lets move on.
Had class bbq last Friday 06112009 @ ECP.
was awesome.
but I had to leave the fun early, well I can say TOO EARLY.
had to go home at 9 coz im like gonna go 'seberang tambak' with mummy n daddy n etc early in the morning.
took some pretty pictures of my friends.
will upload it soon.
well, depends if im not lazy.
nyways, mdm wahida said that the budget for drama bbq is not confirm.
so just stick to $200.
found a few packages at bbqwholesale.com with everythin( food,drinks,accessories) which meet the budget.
so, it's no problem.
syikes, i really have to say this.
I AM TOO LAZY TO GO FOR HEADSTART LESSONS.
i mean o levels for me next year?
too early, see.
gosh, I have to be prepared by now n I still have this lazy attitude?
dang, that aint right.
I GOTTA CHANGE.
gotta be like a nerd for sometime till o levels totally done.
well, after o levels, maybe im gonna undergo another operation.
to take out the screw from my knee.
n to clear scar tissues which actually prevents me from bending my leg fully.
which results in my not able to ride my bike anymore.
SYIKES!
talkin about bikes.
my friends did ride bikes during the class bbq but dang, i cant.
okay whatever forget it.
going back to the operation.
well, actually the doctors said that taking out the screw aint that necessary.
but clearing those scar tissues would be helpful since i cant bend my leg fully.
but, in my mind, i wanna work after o levels.
but it looks like i cant.
AGAIN, i cant do what i wanna do.
syikes, i know i just gotta accept the fact that i had an accident n i aint gonna be like last time.
but you know what, it's super duper hard to accept that fact.
okay, i better stop talkin bout that or else.
this lappie's gonna get wet from my tears rollin off my cheeks?
whatever.
drop that subject.
i really hope mummy n papa will buy me that very guitar.
hmm, talkin about mummy n papa.
i found my old pics.
my 4 years old birthday party.
hmm, 1998.
way back.
nine years back.
ahhah.
miss all the fun.
will scan it n upload it.
AGAIN, if im not lazy.
i gotta sleep early.
headstart lessons tmrw, n i aint wanna be late.
gdnite.
toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.

I don't entertain pathetic losers.

2009-11-05T12:51:00.003+08:00

that guy is like one dog.

Zai, big bro's friend.

this is what happened: (sms)

zai: Blh sent me ur abg hp num? Its zai here..

ifashaniz:(huhh? he's my bro's friend y the hell did he not know big bro's no? but gave him anyways.)

when my bro return from school:(big bro's name-DANIAL)

ifashaniz: dude, ur friend zai don't know ur no?

danial: zai? adek, jgn layan zai. he's merepek. he kinda stole ur no from my phone.

ifashaniz: (stole from his phone but yet zai dint know bro's no? PATHETIC.) whatever, duncare.

then, i got to know that danial msg zai again sayin:

please don't msg me again.

then i went, wth!

today: (sms)

zai:Okea. .But u still didn't answer my question. .Look just give me daniel hp num n I will be glad 2 leave u alone girl. .Btw, sry if I'm being rude 2 u earlier. .

ifashaniz: dude, i thought i just gave u. nyways, it wasnt me who msg u earlier. was my bro.

shit yea? totally.

darn that dog just plain rude.

omg, i shouldnt be that rude myself.

god, forgive me.

hang on.

ive got another sms.

frrom him again.

just wanted me to tell my bro got mt lessons next mon.

gosh, boys.

how to define them.

hmm, maybe theyr like a puzzle.

too difficult to understand.

uugghh, forget it.

nyways, im at the library now with Adi.

we just ate mac's extra value meals.

UPSIZED.

so we get 16 stickers.

but fuck our luck.

aint got any new stickers n totally not the SENTOSA COVE.

darn it!

gotta try it again.

Adi's hook to another comp in the library.

web chattin like anjing, hah.

well, sad coz he's going in on 12 Dec.

gonna miss him.

nyways, ive been noticin people these days are weird.

strikingly odd or übernatürlich.

seen more gaychers.

oh yea, one totally disgusting stuff.

went to JP's women toilets, saw a women in t-shirt n ONLY UNDERPANTS.

ehw!

well, she was dry-ing her pants in the hand dryer.

the kinda hand dryer which needs u to slip ur hand into it.

totally disgusting.

totally unhygenic.

well, wild thoughts runnin in my mind.

wait hang on.

Adi's going off now.

meetin his bitch.

toodles adi.

now where was I?

hmm, yeap. I was thinkin that the women accidently pee-ed on her pants.

n she wanted to dry it using the hand dryer.

hah, yea I know INSANE thoughts.

but, who knows?

whatever it is ITS UNHYGENIC okay.

just brought FAMOUS AMOS: NO NUT COOKIES.

simply delicious.

blah blah blah.

actually anna n ctnuraishah's askin me to tag along with them to Lot 1.

buy clothes there.

well, was too lazy.

besides, promised Adi to have lunch together @ macs.

oh yea, going to class bbq tmrw.

i dun wanna go but i aint wanna miss the fun.

so, yea. im going.

Drama bbq still long way to go.

OMG, today's papa birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.

oh yea, another task for me to do is checkin out the bbqwholesale website for drama's bbq.

so, aint gonna blabber no more.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(why won't that puppydog kiddo or lola's dog be out from S.I??)

The Changcuters asik banget lho!

2009-11-04T16:50:00.003+08:00

yada yada yada.
the changcuters?
yes, i wanna watch their TARIX JABRIX 2.
I'll bet that it'll be as awesome as the first one.
im so gonna buy it!
oh yea, i wasnt suppose to go to school today coz there aint any headstart lessons.
but coz there's an event organized for the new student councillors n the old student councillors are like suppose to be in charge of the whole event.
had no choice but to go.
well, it was somehow fun.
I get to know many different people with their different behaviours.
some people's behaviour weren't as what is expected,see.
after this event, i have realised that we really cant judge a book by its cover.
blah blah blah
dont care about the event anymore, syikes!
besides, i WILL buy the changcuter's latest album.
misteri kala jengking.
hold on.
im not their no 1 fan aite.
just find them cool.
aku sahabat peterpan okay.
fyi, had collected all their albums.
waiting for the new ones?
darn, y must i boast about all these stuff?
syikes!
gonna meet adi tmrw at macs.
wanna try our luck again to search for SENTOSA COVE STICKERS.
hmm, about my ANIMAL RIGHTS SOCIETY.
still wanna recruit more people.
.
..
...
..
.
OKAY FINE.
BOREDOM IS KILLING ME NOW!
hmm, besides, i wanna know who is my most loyal reader.
specifically, who reads my blog every single day.
ignore the fact that i know its my bugger.
*Adi
oh yea, almost forgot.
somethin's wrong with my phone.
well, i dint exactly saved my contacts in SIM card memory.
so contacts are kinda lost.
ANYBODY WITH MY NUMBER PLEASE DO MSG ME AITE.
okay before i type anymore craps.
i better stop here.
toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism.
how i started using syikes! on the phone with adi, adi: hello mate
ifashaniz:hey dude.
adi: so how was it??
ifashaniz: (told everythin bout my EOY exams)
adi: SYIKES!
ifashaniz: ... oh yea, u know abot the macs thing?actually aku dah ader sentosa cove. but then my grandmama threw it away thinking that it was nothin. n now ive got marina bay. holy shit!
adi: SYIKES!
ifashaniz: .. that's how.

headstart

2009-11-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

had headstart lessons since monday morning.
well surprisingly short hours.
if only real school hours are like that.
awesome.. but don't be ridiculous.
have only a few hours in a school in singapore?
na-ah.
nyways, ive been noticing something.
something different about me.
well, at least most of my friends do notice.
my closest friends.
they said ive change.
change since the accident.
in what terms have i change?
attitude.
well, i aint as crazy as my friends are anymore.
im like a total stranger whenever im with them.
especially in large groups.
seriously i mean whenever im with them.
they are chattin like hell.
n im like a loner.
i dont talk much.
its like i just know them a couple of minutes ago.
well, strange but it really is sad.
they r somehow enjoyin the outside world like i used to.
nyways, i guess its because ive not been in school for like more than half a year.
perhaps that makes me kinda lack with whatever there is in school.
well, in other words, im much more decent in behaviour compared to last time.
ehem.
lets drop the subject.
gonna have BBQs on the 6th n 20th.
lazy to go for the first one.
blah blah blah
headstart lessons till next week.
hml olevel exams next tuesday.
omg, IM PANICKING!!!!
aaahhhh!!!!
papa's birthday this thursday.
what to give him:
*a cup of smiles
*a plate of wishes
*a bag of comfort
*a box of hugs n kisses
*an atmosphere of love
hmm, that will do the trick.
nyways, have to complete many, too many, homeworks.
shessh.
toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism.
(I NEED SENTOSA COVE STICKERFOR MACS MONOPOLY!)

results.

2009-10-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

examination results.
very disheartening.
dint expect it to be that bad.
well, eventhough my fate was better than some others, it's still so terrible.
nyways, hml was the same.
e maths n a maths, dun even ask about it.
comb. humans total disaster.
pure bio was better than pure chem.
gosh, english?
glover wasnt in school today.
so, dint get back mines.
but ill get to know everythin on thursday.
results slips will be released.
dang, really hope i dint failed any coz mum n dad promised me somethin.
nyways,this week was suppose to be the last week of school.
but then, since im gonna be sec 4 next yr, my class will be having headstart lessons.
dang, this will go on for the first 2 weeks of hols.
damn, just 2 weeks n thats it.
gonna have a class bbq next friday.
too laazy to go.
REALLY TOO LAZY.
well, just wanna get things done real quickly.
toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism
(god, I wanna know my english results & YEAY IM GOING TO MICHEAL JACKSON:THIS IS IT)

hurry up.

2009-10-25T06:18:00.000+08:00

I really can't wait till everythin's all over.
school's gonna be over real soon.
really cant stand some of the stuff in school.
mountain-high homeworks, some attitude teachers,uuu friends, ehw.
it's just that sometimes i gotta have my alone time,see.
ALONE TIME.
what do I do in my ALONE TIME?
well, a lot.
think of whats happened, whats happening n whats gonna happen.
okay whatever, lame.
nyways, feelin rather bored now.
expectin him to be online but fish, he's out somewhere.
i was thinkin' the onsugar website or blog, im gonna make it as my own animal website.
well, since friends im sure that you guys know that i wanna be a wildlife biologist.
so why not make this as a fresh early start.
so, im planing to call it ANIMAL RIGHTS SOCIETY.
I don't care what others may think about it.
it's mines anyways.
well, wasting my time playin word challenge @ fb.
aint got nothin to say.
aint got any idea if im gonna update my blog tmrw.
nyways, chat with fauzirassull yesterday.
wasnt much.
pathetically lame actually.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(wow, been postin long posts these days.)

ohmy again.

2009-10-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

It seems like a paradise for people to have 9 days of not schoolin while others are.
but its not.
this tummy ache is really killin' me.
imagine I have to go through it for like a week?
tough eyy.
well, it goes like this..
on sat, had open house..
kinda like a deeparaya thingy.
had real fun.. eat everything on the table MODERATELY.
but i aint know how did got caught up with high fever the next day.
dang, the feelin is like.. im gonna die.
yea i know what craps but seriously..
it hurts alot
specially when i wake up from my bed.
dang! the world was like totally spinning.
then on monday, had diarrhoea? whatever okay.
then vomittin lah.. coughin lah.
which meant i dint have to go to school on wed.
well, actually on wed n tues there werent ny school.
I thought that after restin on weds, ill be okay.
but not quite though.
thats why, i hadda go to polyclinic.
got mc till today.
n guess what this mornin, ms kong dialed me up to ask whats up.
then i told her everythin.
then, to my surprise, she said that there aint classes on next monday.
hah, how cool is that?
imagine from last friday, marking day, till next monday not schoolin.
totally awesome.
but, i kinda miss my friends though.
was sppose to hang out with them last mon or tues.
but was sick.
missin them alot was one thing.
the other thing was about my examination results.
I was suppose to get back my stuff back this week.
well, my friends, they got theirs but totally know nothin about mines.
dang, how scared i became.
i heard that most of them werent happy about theirs.
ohmygoodness.
BUT WHAT ABOUT MINES???
besides, nabs told me that those absent this week n didnt manage to check their marks on their paper, good luck for that.
coz if i come next week n i find the marks total up should be more or sumtink, i cant change it no more.
ISN'T THAT SUCH A SHITTY THING?
gosh, i just hope its alright.
damn, who am i kiddin. surely, i aint gonna be happy with my marks.
ohhh mummy papa!!!! i wanna cry.
nyways, the onsugar thingy. actually, im too lazy to customize it.
mayb just someother time.
for now just forget about it okay.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(dang, this is one long post)

moved.

2009-10-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

http://thiserstaunlichgirl.onsugar.com/

toodles.

2009-10-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

lazy to type much,,
lazy to blog.
yea exams ovvveerrr!!!!
shoppin, obviously....
eye-ing onsugar website.

jana: ifa, if not because of ur leg, u can actually be an exco member of the student council.
ifashaniz: hah, ohh..(wtf!!!)

toodles blogger?
P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

World domination...ahhhh!!!!!

2009-10-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

4 papers.
2 languages.
1 pathetic 'im-gonna-fail' spirit.
1oooooo 'oh shitass' phrases.
9 papers to go.
A trillion zillion hopes n prays.

eww, gross.
totally disgusting.
ain't gonna think of that no more.

terror.
must I?
have I?
fell in love again?
na-ah.

dude, pal, buddy.
gone too soon.
gonna miss u soon.
Mr Adi.

Jalan.
Raya.
tmrw.
yeay!

ohshit, revision.
yea.. will work on it.

toodles.

P.S:I love my babies n ihsanism.
(Peterpan rocks like hell...aahhhh!!!)

CATASTROPHE

2009-10-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

oh no, not them.

Why must it be like that?

It's sooooo disheartening.

Stop fighting baby and sweetheart.

Darn, now ive got scars on both of my hands.

Nyways, now i realise animal's jealousy is way worst than what we expected.

The indo students gonna leave soon.

fun having them here though.

Exam next week and im still having difficulties with Additional Math.

Wtheaven.

Alright, aint gonna blog too much.

wanna watch how people vlog.(vid blog)

looks kinda awesome.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(stop fighting will u???!!!!)

Selamat Hari Raya.

2009-09-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Baby Alya Adriana

Silly fstu & djsmox.

It 3rd Syawal now.
Kecoh kecoh Raya begins.
Pocket full of money on he first two days, awesome.
Baby Alya stayin at my house for quite a long time.. mayb a year or two?
well, nyways, a lot of people comin over to my house.
coz grandmama n granddada's been stayin over in my house, see.
dint school today coz i was like too super exhausted.
Imagine 2 days of open-house-ing??
Dang, tired, I know.
And the unpalatable truth is that I HATE HOUSECHORES
oh please don't go, omg! how could a girl not like housechores?? It all runs in the blood..
yadayadayada..
nyways, miss hangin out with Adi.
he's going NS nxt year.
wwaaaahhh-_-"
To all my friends out there, SELAMAT HARI RAYA maaf zahir n batin.
oh yea, to other races out there, HARI RAYA is'nt new year lah syg...
It's just something significant?
toodles.

P.S: I love my Babies n Ihsanism.
(oh yea, friends who have my number please msg me coz...
-my phone's dead.
-all my contacts are stored as phone memory
-I've lost u guys phone
-using another phone, same no.
-I've learnt a new thing
ALWAYS SAVE CONTACTS IN SIM CARD.
yadayadayada, don't laugh, thanks.)
And always remember..
Nichts ist völlig.

check out www.onlinedictionary.com for the funny German words meanings.

waaaaaahhhhhh....

2009-09-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

baby Alya Adriana is superadorable!!!!!!
going geylang later.
tudung for mummy.
legwear for papa.
sshhh, it's just a surprise.

Kleinkind

2009-09-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

Been tryin to speak German.

hhaa,

Nyways, auntie linda's gave birth? is giving birth? about to give birth? TODAY.

still at school, haven called my mum to ask about auntie Linda..

Boy, hope she's okayy.

babies..

superraddoorrablee!!

going to SGH straight away after school.

social studies project which was supposed to be done during holidays..

na-ah, not done yet. sshheessh!

daddy got money!!

so, SHOPPING!!!!!!

waaaahhh.....

yikes, alritey.

ain't gonna blabber much.

comin home now n off to SGH.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(going queenstown to shop i guess?)

6 more days to HARI RAYA.

awesome, totally....

check out www.onlinedictionary.com for the funny German words meanings.

Holidays.

2009-09-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yea yea yea, I know its been a while since I blog.

Been pretty busy, see.

puasa fasting, blah blah blah.

my term results was well, fine.

Okay, maybe things were'nt like what I expected.

but, its cool.

Darn, speakin or typin in nice ENGLISH makes me wonder why the hell must I do that.

sshheesshh.

yada yada yada..

Help daddy with preparations for RAYA.

it was awesome.

conference on the phone with ADI and HIS LIL BROTHER last night..

ADI: ehh cat, tmrw u school?

SHANIZ: yea dog.

ADI: after school hang out yuk cat?

SHANIZ: cannot lah dog.

ADI: boring lah dog, my bitch(feefy:]) not here..

SHANIZ: hahahahhaha

AQIF: hey dog n cat.. what about me?

SHANIZ & ADI: shut up lah PIG!!! tak baik masuk campor orang tue2 bebual.

AQIF: shitaass!! *line cut*

hahaha. lame, yea I know it.

but hey, at least that conference help me relax okayy..

Adi, u awesome!

But I hate ur bitch.

Teach her some respect, uhh.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(oh yea, duo-birthday babies tmrw...)

YEA HARI RAYA IN 12 DAYS!!

oh, P.Ramlee....

2009-09-01T21:04:00.000+08:00

lil brother, myself,auntie

It's TEACHERS' DAY.
Sat at home watchin' P.Ramlee movies on YOUTUBE.COM Was surprisingly awesome. Then watch the old ghost films. HANTU JERANKONG, HANTU KUBOR... well, aint that scary.
(erm, hey, covered my face with my pillow just coz its too bright okay...-_-")
well, read tongue twisters....
say, did you say or did you not say
what I said you said?
Cause it is said that you said
what I said you said
If you say you did not say
what I said you said,
then, what do you say you did say
what I said you said?
well, spent my day doing all those stuff with my lil brother n my most awesome auntie.
yes, I LOVE MY FAMILY MORE THAN MY FRIENDS.
there, ive said it. but guys, i still love youuuu....
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(Adi is my most awesome FRIEND. mark my words.)

life's full of...

2009-08-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

Life is like a straw....THEY SUCK!
Blah blah blah... had practise on teachers' day performance.
learnt a few well, a lil on the guitar on the song di atas normal (by peterpan).
Andra & alfian taught me. they awesome!!! Im freakin tired lahhh!!!!! toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

sorry, dint blog for an eternity.

2009-08-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

meet baby's guy.

meet baby.

was too freakin busy.
teacher's day performance comin' up next.
Well, not to boast, my class really bring up a pretty awesome item for the teachers.
blah blah blah.
holy shit, history test tmrw.
Hitler oh hitler why do you create such complicated history?
sshheeesshhh.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(my sweetheart is becomin cute each day. Baby's gettin hotter too.)

Eeewwww.

2009-08-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

Disgustin' aint it?
hell yea for me.
I HATE BEDBUGS at his room.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(sorry coz i dint update my blog, way too busy dude=)nywayz, happy belated burthday ihsan idol!!!!! yada yada yada...)

Library AGAIN.

2009-08-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

Nope, this time i'm with a friend, Anna.

TGIF. But dang! homeworks, yea as usual.

Loads of it.

Shit, the chinese guy not there sia!!!

Instead, Anna mama's guy's there.

urrghh.

Drank a lot till mabok2.

Drank double chocolate with WHIPPED CREAM, eeewww!

Ibu ibu bapak bapak siapa yang punya anak bilang aku..

Aku yang tengah malu sama teman teman ku..

Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku laku..

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(WALI BAND!!!! Peterpan still rocks=))

school makes me mad.

2009-08-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

This is Baby, pet society.

Too much homeworks (again).

Gosh, I just wish I could live an awesome life without workin out..

errr, is there such a thin'?

yea, whatever.

Had waffles and cakes and presents and wishes on 09082009.

IYWK, I'm in the library, all alone like a sillydork.

but hey, i'm bored sittin @ home okay.

Just havin my peace of mind.

sshheesshh, I WANNA SCREAM!!!!

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADLIN=)

Happy Birthday To ME.

2009-08-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

It's tomorrow.
Gettin older, wiser.
I WANNA WATCH G.I.JOE!!!!!!
I want waffles (with chocolate).
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS TYPICAL FIFTEEN YR OLD GIRL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME=)
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(thanks for the wish ppl. sshheesshh, i look fat in the photo. *pukes*)
I love you too dude=)

that special day,

2009-08-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

09082009.
I simply cant wait for it.
Presents, wishes and hugs. Oh boy!
oh yea, GOD gave me presents too.
1st: 5 days mc from 03-07 aug
2nd: RELAXATIONS.
I love you so freakin much GOD!
What's great about birthdays is that i'm the princess for the day.
with presents and stuffs like that.
but what's unawesome is that i'm gettin a year older, eewwwww!!
no plans yet for my birthday.
will think of it soon.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Ihsan ke BRUNEI!!!!!! then, from 09082009 till 10082009, Ihsan ke Dufan!!!)
IM SICK.

sluggish.

2009-08-02T12:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sick.
Too vulnerable.
Aint got any idea what to type.
feeling really tired.
Uneasy.
My baby sleepin beside me now.
Super-adorable.
I wanna SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(I want waffles!)

keyboards & mouse.

2009-07-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty dumb with IT.
superdummy.
Dyyna and me can make a superb dejay partner.
weee-aaahhh--rreeeyyy--ssuuuu--pppeerr----aaawww---sssooommmm--meeeeee!!
giler.
On monday, collect signatures for cat's petiton with aishah.
200++ supporters, awesome.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(ny birthday's comin, yikes.)

Cats,

2009-07-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

Favourite White Chair

Helpin daddy out=)

A Mannequin

*winks*

Helping the auntie with the petition about the cats at my neighbourhood.

I'll do anythin for the cats. They aint no shit to the community.

Wonder who's the bloody god damn shit who complaint to the higher authorities.

The cats aint committing no crime. If they complaint coz the cats shit anywhere, I'll chop their heads off. Damn, it's not like the government prepare toilets for them. So, they have rights to shit anywhere. Talkin bout shittin, some reckless humans like us, they got brains n toilets but chose to shit at the staircase and lifts. WTF!!!! If this continues, the cats will be the first ones to be extinct in the 21st century. Hell no, i aint gonna let this to happen. Nobody messes around with my darlings. If they did, I'd give them a hell for a lifetime. Aint gonna blabber no more.

Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism. Btw, I swear the picture above, my baby really winks=)

(dear god, pls help me.)

examination.

2009-07-22T14:57:00.000+08:00

listening comprehension.
digged my ears.
anxious and panicky.
One & a half our more.

at library,
Priya:GOODLUCKK ! Digg Your Ears Eh!
ifashaniz: wth??!!!!
Dyyna:`you mofo, wtf are ya doing? do your project!
ouh, jeez.
hahahahah.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.

worn-out.

2009-07-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

God damn tired.
Aint gonna blabber no more.
Next time maybe, i'll start to blog again.
i'm as busy as a bee nowadays.
Gossh.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(ST12 sing like shit on APM. Peterpan still rocks like heaven=))

aaooowww!!!!!

2009-07-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

Micheal Jackson, I love and miss you.

Bought jacko's CDs ( as shown above ) and guess what? Theyr awesome.

Peterpan's pictures ( as shown above ) is god damn fabulous.

HARRY POTTER:HALF BLOOD PRINCE, soon enough.

Lethargic? yes, I am.

Why? School, what else.

Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.

I'm turnin back to a pretty smart geek, yea!!!!

It's Sunday.

2009-07-12T11:22:00.001+08:00

What am I gonna do today?
join friends and watch the god damn kuda kepang? maybe.
Relax at my god damn home? dunnoe.
Shoppin with mummy dearest? I god damn hope so.
Really feelin god damn bored today.
Or maybe i'll just talk to my god damn bestguyfriend on my god damn phone.
oh gosh, shheesshh!
after reading that god damn book - 'Of mice and men'.
I've been using these god damn words.
how god damn influential.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and my god damn ihsanism.

that's just craps.

2009-07-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

was supertired yesterday.
Did history project till late night.
feeling supersleepy during lessons.
I'm shoutin, "TGIF!!!!"
During history lesson today....
Mr.J: (typing out names on respective group projects)
me: actually there's a space between ifa and shaniz.
Mr.J: I know lah.. haiya, ur so vain...
After that, Mr.J kept singin' ur so vain song by... if i'm not wrong, C.Taylor?
Then I went, wtf?!
but god, after lesson, he kept my history class back to watch the video of...
'YOU'RE SO VAIN'
how pathetic is that?
but it's fun anyway..
ohh yes yes yes, 17072009...
HARRY POTTER:HALF BLOOD PRINCE
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

depleted of energy.

2009-07-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

supertired.
superscared.
superarousedstate.
Too many homeworks.
Done with HML oral O level, OH GOD!!!!!
i'm shaking....

excited for movie event.
HARRY POTTER:HALF BLOOD PRINCE

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.

ohmygoodness.

2009-07-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

Ice Age 3 : Dawn of the Dinosaurs in 3D was totally awesome.

I like this part:

Sid (talking to the mummy dinosaur): When I ask you _________, you say GGRRRRRRR.

When I ask you __________, you say GGGRRRRRR.

TOTALLY FUNNY.

hahahahah.

well, maybe i aint gonna watch the PREMIER of Harry Potter: Half Blood Prince on 16072009.

But, im gonna watch it on 17072009 as a midnight movie.

so, be prepared mates. hahahah.

Yeay! Got SleeQ ringtones on my phone.

Songs:

*Aint about later.

*Moviestar.

uuuuuuu... i like...

ohmyohmy, aunties uncles, my birthday's comin...

I want CLASSIQ as a present.

oh yes, i want!

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.

(oh yea, the 3D effects for Ice Age is'nt as real.wtheaven?)

oh gosh.

2009-07-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday. oh damn, he's hot.
oh no, not him. he's my relative, yikes.
babysitter? yes, I am.

today. one whole family karaoke-ing.
nose-blocked, oh shit.
but sing anyway.

tomorrow. popcorns. coke. chocolates.
Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs.
in 3D.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism, oh yes, i do.

Questions.

2009-07-03T16:33:00.001+08:00

School? Nope.

Sick? a little better.

Who's at home? Humans and my babycat.

Eaten medicine? ...

Homework? Done.

Rest? Tryin to.

Hungry? Starving.

Miss? Micheal Jackson, alot.

Karaoke today? all set then=)

byebye? toodles.

P.S? I love my babies and ihsanism. (insane)

ohh Peterpan!!

The longer Jacko's dead, the more I miss him. Ohh Micheal Jackson!!!

exhausted.

2009-07-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

being sick is'nt as awesome as I thought it would be.
damn weak.
damn tired.
damn sleepy.
O level HML oral. next Tuesday. 070709.
The Da Vinci Code Exhibition. next Wednesday. 080709.
Juvenille Court 'stuffs'. next Friday. 100709.
Quite a tight schedule.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and....cooouugghhh! ihsanism.

a girl wants a guy

2009-07-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

who calls her beautiful instead of hot... Who calls her back when she hangs up on him... Who will stay awake just to watch her sleep... Waits for a guy who ...kisses her forehead... Who holds her hand in front of his friends... Who is constantly reminding her of how much he cares about her and how lucky he is to have her... Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

I love you God for making me sick.

2009-06-30T16:06:00.001+08:00

*cough*
*sneeze*
what's next? giddy giddy and faint?
hahaaahha.
I'm grateful to be sick.
It's around 7 months of me being healthy.
(except while I was recovering from my accident injuries)
sick sick sick.
mc again.
how awesome is that.
and yes, i'm that maniac who loves to be ill:)
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and aahhhcchhhhoooo....... ihsanism. *sniffs*

I'm as cunning as a fox.

2009-06-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

School was smooth today.
Manage to hide the fact that i didnt manage to finish up my homework.
My body temperature is rising up and fall low regularly.
It's like first taking, 37.8*c. wow, i'm sick.
Then 2nd taking, 37.1*c. damn, i'm not.
namsayin?
nathan ran for AYG in school today.
hahahahaaahhhaahhah.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.

Movie Marathon

2009-06-28T15:26:00.001+08:00

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen is suuupppeerrrr aawwessoommee!!

If I had 10 thumbs, then i'll say this movie is 10 thumbs up!

I think, im gonna watch it again and again and again..

well, not yet coz next, i wanna watch Ice Age 3 in 3D...

And on 16 july.. it's a 'must watch' movie..

HARRY POTTER & THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!

haah.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(damn, school's tmrw. god please save me.)

easy.

2009-06-23T17:32:00.001+08:00

Just four words: I dun wanna school.

Armada - Gagal Bercinta

2009-06-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

Ohmygoodness. got stuck with this ol' song again!!!!!
yikes.

kaulah cinta pertamaku
yang mampu buatku tergila-gila
jangan pernah tinggalkanku
tak bisa aku hidup tanpamu
hatiku telah mati rasa
untuk cinta yang lainnya

reff:
ku mohon janganlah kau mendua
ku tak ingin gagal bercinta
ku mohon tetaplah setia
ku tak ingin gagal bercinta
hanya engkaulah yang aku puja untuk....
selama-lamanya...

kaulah cinta pertamaku
yang mampu buatku tergila-gila
jangan pernah tinggalkanku
tak bisa aku hidup tanpamu
hatiku telah mati rasa
untuk cinta yang lainnya
woohoo...

hatiku telah mati rasa
untuk cinta yang lainnya

reff:
ku mohon janganlah kau mendua
ku tak ingin gagal bercinta
ku mohon tetaplah setia
ku tak ingin gagal bercinta
hanya engkaulah yang aku puja
dan ini bukan hanya di mulut saja
hanya engkaulah yang aku cinta untuk...
selama-lama.....nya!!!

Holy shiit.

2009-06-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

Damn, school's re-opening soon.
I hate school.
Barbeque was okayy.
went @ three pm.
overnight-'ed'.
played volley @ 1 am.
dint sleep coz there's too many lizard mate calls.
eewww.
sshhheeessshh.
Tried to touch my hmwrks..
but, it's like there's a 'force' that repels it from me.
uurrgghh.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(damn bored.)

Barbeque.

2009-06-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

Tmrw, will be the day I pollute the air with harmful smoke from the charcoals.
really cant wait for it.
Beach Volley, singing songs from guitar, staying up till dawn..
Damn, really miss those stuff.
klah. mayb, mayb not..
ill update more on blog tonight.
toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.
(dig.set.serve.spike)

boom.boom.poww!!

2009-06-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

damn, cant get that song off from my head.
oh yea, uncle yeaid's fren, utt? art? aaeerrtt?
aint noe his name, is pretty damn close with Sleeq.
Awesoommmee!!!
well, i cant upload Sleeq vids today.
mayb tmrw or sumtink.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(im not sure why im pretty happy today. haah, giler)

School Holidays prolonged.?

2009-06-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

mummy: hey, i heard from the news on the radio that maybe the school holidays will be prolong.
ifashaniz: yeeaaa!!! awesome!!!!!!
mummy: i said maybe didnt i? If the no of cases of H1N1 increases in Singapore, then maybe yea, it will.
ifashaniz: -_-" (*prays for more H1N1)
mummy: hey, tak baik tau cam gitu.
ifashaniz: (*god, please forgive me)

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

Sleeq vids by me.

2009-06-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

will upload more SleeQ vids.

till next time, mate.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

(ohmygoodness, skool days are gonna get near but hmwrks, didnt even touch it. yikes.)

It all went pretty well.

2009-06-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

Mummy, daddy.... happy anniversary.
Bbq this Saturday @ PRPark.
awesome, gonna play volley again!!
woohoo.
Ill update sleeq's vid tmrw or sum other day aite.
Toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.
( Friends, do msg me tonite. Make me awake before watching Prisonbreak.)

Computer's dead at the moment.

2009-06-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

Will update more on Sleeq videos.
just for Anna.
Hee:)
My stupid computer is dead.
Im gonna see if i can make it awake from the dead.
oh gosh,
Sleeq's awesooommee!!!
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

24 Hours Newspaper Competition.

2009-06-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

From 9 am, Saturday till 9 am, Sunday.
At 9.30 pm, Saturday.
Sleeq will be at SPH and Mediaworks Building.
Im gonna be there too.
awesome.
Auntie Yaniie got shocked to death by seeing my pet snake on this blog.
muaahhahhahahahahhhaha.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(got frighten, after grammy mentioned about bedbugs. eewwww.)

I love GSS.

2009-06-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

Imagine 29 bucks for 2 tees from levi.
awesome aint it?
Thrown my money all over the shops.
Im gonna do that again.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(wtheaven)

gonna waste my money.

2009-06-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

Shopping.
From morning till late night.
Throwing my money here and there.
Anna and Dyyna will be my accomplices for doing such a crime tmrw.
ohmygoodness.
Sleeq, im gonna suck out all the truth from you guys on weekend.
muuaahhaahhhaa.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(Ekky hunney, ayoh ke warong lg yuk. haahahah.)

Sudden Transformation.

2009-06-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

Shut up.
I dun wanna hear any more lame jokes.
Its bad for my brain.
ohmygoodness.
I want to own a dog!
Perhaps a Husky.
Or just a Retriever.
awesome.
My inner self says...
Must learn how to murder ppl.
Just like that lady in the drama.
So damn vicious.
hah. Wtheaven.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(So, watch me out coz ill stab eu in a way that eu wont notice if eu 'trigger' me. muuaahhhaahha. damn im werkin out with the evil laugh.)

Yolanda - Kangen Band

2009-06-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

Kemarin kau datang menemui aku
Saat aku ragu, saat aku layu
Canda tawamu
tenangkan aku, Yolanda
Aku bawa cinta sebesar dunia
Agar engkau tahu besarnya cintaku
Apa kau tak rasa,
kau tak meraba, Yolanda
Aku menunggumu
di tempat biasa
Kuharap kau datang menemui aku
Jangan terlambat
ku harap tepat, Yolanda
Lelah hati ini mencari dirimu
Lelah kaki ini untukku melangkah
Untuk temui dirimu kasih, Yolanda

Reff: Kamu di mana, dengan siapa
Semalam berbuat apa
Kamu di mana, dengan siapa
Disini aku menunggumu dan bertanya
(whole reff 2x)

Back to Reff: 2x
Yolanda

Ive got nuthin better to do.

2009-06-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

A girl is like a tea bag; you can't see how strong she is until you see her in hot water.
I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
Today has been a total waste of make up.
Some women get excited about nothin and then marry him.
Tomorrow will be the last day with that company.
Free at last, but I want my money.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(Shopping next wk baby.)

Too lazy to even care for sumone.

2009-06-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

Workin.
Two more days.
gotta hang in there.
Love the doggy at my workplace.
Woof woof baby.
Gave ppl of my own choice a chance.
They put it to waste.
But, I aint giving others of whom made me his choice a chance.
how pathetic.
Mayb, I should change my ways.
Here I am, giving chances.
Namsayin?
No? well, eu dun haf to.
I want a 12-hour sleep.
Letih sgt2.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(shoppin next wk with Anna n Dyyna. Awesome.)

one, two, three........zzzzzzzz

2009-06-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

Tired sia.
Now I know y mumy gets tired after work.
even if it is just office work.
ur butt tends to have cramps if we sit too much.
Today, after work, met Anna.
Eat at JP Mcdonald.
Saw a hot hot hot chinese-like mccafe guy.
we kept staring at that guy.
But apparently, my fren notice his fren was looking at me.
Wtheaven.
I dunnoe how to get to my workplace.
Since its a job attachment from skool, me n XY went there by teacher's car.
but from tmrw, we have to get there ourselves.
Wtheaven.
klah.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(bbye Mdm. J. ouh yea, i just saw the reason why my cat dump her boy. thatnaughtycat.)

No. Never again.

2009-05-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

I want facts not opinions.
na-ah. i aint gonna fall for the trap again you big bad wolf.

Ohmygoodness. Here he comes again.

2009-05-26T16:10:00.000+08:00

Dude oh dude.
Quit msging me.
aint gonna be urs again.
even if you plead like hell.
Love me?
One request: Please vanish.
working working.
blahblahblah.
oh yea.. Sungei Buluh, here I come.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(dude, mayb you can go after singing to me aite hunney.)

What can I say?

2009-05-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

They are just awesome.

Aint gonna waste my time.

2009-05-25T19:41:00.000+08:00

aint gonna wait for that silly guy.
sick n tired of it.
It's up to him to make his first move.
wtheaven.
you, you, you and you.
dun haf to knoe about this.
haah.
got the job attachment. yeay!
i dun wanna go skool tmrw!!!!!!
Mls sey.
I wanna sleep, sleep, wake up and sleep again.
oh god, please make me haf a slight fever tmrw.
klah. toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(i feel like drinking fresh white milk tonight. Mummy, prepare me one. *'thud' goes the shoe to my big head.* alrite mumy, im gonna prepare it myself.)
Wtheaven.
Lame jokes.
Never entertain people.

2009-05-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

this is what i call

"squirentula".

awesome aint it?

lalalalalalalalalalala.

2009-05-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

karaoke-ing at tante linda's house.
assiiikkk..
hah, wtheaven.
ifa here. ifa there.
but i dunnoe whus that lil kid sia.
sec 1? i dunnoe him but he noes me?
oh god, let my result slip be at least pleasant for my mumy n papa to see.
fcuk.
im dead.
besides, bik ein ein, im okayy. i miss you.
trus, hows life in indon? pasti assiikk.
anakmu gimana kbrnya?
hahahaaaahhahhah.
i swear i miss him.
shytes, but i knoe i shouldnt.
wtheaven.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(so sick, so sicck. tooo much chocolates. urgghh. but still craving for more. hang in there chocy darla:))

insomnia.

2009-05-21T19:20:00.000+08:00

closed my eyes. eyelids bounced off again.
wtheaven. i cant sleep.
kept thinking of you. only you.
whatever it is.
Aku ngantok lah sey.
sing me a lullaby.
make me sleep.
oh god, I love you.
hah.
toodles bibeh.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(kejutan demi kejutan)

jokes.

2009-05-20T21:14:00.003+08:00

my lil brother is late.
very very very late.
i hate waiting.
but i just did.
for 45 minutes and 33 second.
and it's killing me.

joke at skool by ismat:

ismat: just repeat what my last word is.
ifashaniz: okayy.
ismat: aku bangun pagi.
ifashaniz: pagi.
ismat: aku lapar.
ifashaniz: lapar.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
ismat: aku nk berak.
ifashaniz: berak.
ismat: slepas aku berak, aku amik tissue.
ifashaniz: tissue.
ismat: aku gi toilet lagi, taik aku hilang.
ifashaniz: hilang.
ismat: aku tanyer, saper curi taik aku.
ifashaniz: aku.

wth.
hahahahahahaahahahh.
toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.
(aku nk tiiidooooo. sleeppppyy ooiii!)

at a place where books are of majority.

2009-05-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

dorkensteins like us are awesome.

dun agree?

smack hard on ur butt.

gila-gilaan.

2009-05-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

Went to the library with orang giler.
It's Anna, the notorious girl.
aQu dikacau pada siang2 hari oleh mambang hitam.
seram dok.

People come and people go.
and people gonna come some more.
They pick a fight but its alrite.
At least i get to see you tonight (in dreams will do).

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

Munching on this today.

2009-05-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

yummy.

what the heaven.

2009-05-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

I can predict the future.
In my vision, i can see myself standing beside my mum n dad.
being slaughtered at the throat.
A punishment for having 'top-of-the-world' marks.
send my kiss to my love ones.

mum says: go lah. a fun and awesome experience.
dad says: alah. situ kan dangerous? papa worry.
I say: huh?
you say: (fill in the blanks @ the pokerchats)

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.

2009-05-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

at the airport.

in Breeks Cafe.

being random with my cat. yikes.

I shiver when it's hot. I sweat when it's cold.

2009-05-14T16:38:00.001+08:00

feeling very random today.
one eye is closed, another's opened.
it's called winking.
aint skoolin today.
toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.

2009-05-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Tria Changcut.
he's awesome.

look left. look right.

2009-05-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

89.7% of the drivers are always reckless.
Im lucky enuf not to get hit down again sia.
listen up!
Recklessness kills and the impact is forever.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n ihsanism.
(thnk goodness exam's over. phheeww!)

prepare for the worse.

2009-05-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

mum's gonna chop my heads off.
if......
i get awesome marks below 50 for any subjects.
darn! last papers tmrw.
*prayin to god*
oh my. oh my.
you made me think of you.
stop making me missing you or i'll kill you.
toodles.

P.S: i love my babies n ihsanism.
(couldnt b-leaf tt my ol' skool tcher rmmbers me...awesomme..yikes:))

Three down but still many to go.

2009-05-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

off with english n social studies ystrdy.
HML was managable.
Tmrw's a normal day at skool.
shiit.
Lots more examinations cumin.
Biology must revise!!!!

hee:)
Klah.
nth else.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(Hidup kayu berbuah, hidup manusia berjasa... amcm? can i be a mly philosopher? wtf.)

accident photo, one would be enuf.

in the pikcha: Ayek G., Mdm J., Miss N., Mr Gnsn., Helpfulpeople:)

Exam.

2009-05-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

English was managable.
Social Studies was a shiit.
Tmrw's HML.
AQu akan berzikir pada malam penuh kesyukuran ini.
Insyallah, dengan itu, AQu akan lulus examQu.
Amiin.
Ouh yea. Bitch.
AbgQu SOUL.
AdekQu RIEZ.
& AQu GEEK, bodoh.
Dun bother talkin to me fcuk face.
N baby, i totally beat you in the 'first-or-maybe-second-time-walking" race.
I love craps.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(Pray for me or I strip you into piece chump! My New AFRICAN name :Ayek G.)

walking n panting tempang-ly.

2009-04-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

made it walking without crutches from the stadium till my home.
wooooaaahhh. damn tired sia.
abit tempang. but no worries.
Hey little baby! Im gonna win ya!
ouh yea, i fought with my baby.
She koyak2kn my library book.
but, shouldnt b mad @ her.
Sorrie baby.
Ouh yea.
3serve6~~~~~~~~~~~COCOK MATA!
Sports day was awesome.
bright pink.
very very hot.
klah.
nth else.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(Dyyna!!!! I miss my abang gombak. what craps.)

Take my quiz!

2009-04-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

Just take my quiz yea.
http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=463975&key=JCHJ
Pls, im begging ya.
It wont take more than 5 mins.
Im gonna be loving you if you take it.
hee:)
Wtf.

Walk, geek.

2009-04-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

Im worst than that baby again.
Shytes.
Ive been walkin awesomely for the past three days.
Then, now, my leg's aching, worst than hell.
Urrgghh.
Eu gotta push urself geek.
Like what mumy says..
"Ayek, jgn manjekn sgt kaki tu. Eu wanna go tempang for the rest of ur life?"
Then, i will go, NOOOOOOO...... NEVER!
that's why geek, eu gotta work on those walkin habits.
shheessh.
Went to Breeks cafe last Sat.
Was fun.. sumbody treats me n sum others.
Cost us up till $350** i guess.
Then, went hme real late after meetin with my cuzins @ airport.
Slept around 3.30. woke up around 11.30.
hah.
well, dun haf to type everythin i do every single time yea.
Got my class t-shirt, n i think it can stop traffic!
Blazin hot pink sia.
Then, next wk's my exam.
Dint even start revisions coz aint got enuf time.
wadeva. geek, eu r gonna loose ur status. fcuk!
Ouh yea.
Cnt upload photo's of the food in Breeks cafe n @ the airport.
cos, ive lost my USB. Dang!
yikes yikes yikes.
Last stuff, Ihsan just had an accident.
Gosh, we haf chemistry eu see.
hee:) craps.
but he's alrite.
Mobilnya aja yang kecelakaan.
Alhamdullilah.
Klah.
Nth else.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(Girl, if your sick of helpin me these days, you can go t.h. I dun freakin care, im more capable now. I can do nuthin if sumone helps me,not sincerely. btw, thnks a lot girl. shiit ass! Ouh yea, got some hot pics of my baby. ill upload it if I FOUND MY USB. fcuk!)

just an infatuation.

2009-04-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

No, geek,no.

Eu r not gonna fall for a pathetic fren of urs.

urrghh.

Im never gonna fall for my male fren, am i?

yikes.

Well, control urself geek.

go n practise ur walkin habits.

sshyteee.

Y am i talkin to myself again?

hah.

During the 1st wk of June holidays,

thought of taking up attachments with a couple of companies.

but, mayb or mayb not, Ive got to do my Olvl for my HML.

shiit.

klah.

nth else.

toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.

(I just dump my mister last monday. yikes. yea wadeva. My daddy's health improving. thnkew god)

It's just a temporary 'love' of an adolescent like me yea, geek?

I will only fall for my baby yea, geek?

Nucklehead.

2009-04-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

Gosh.
Problems.
One after another.
*tryin to hold it*
dang!
When can it all stop.
Dooms day i guess.
yikes.
Ouh yea.
My most awesome DRAMA CLUB..
we got a gold, baby.
A gold i repeat.
yea.
Aint boasting but wow.
from COP, the last two years.
Jump, hop n blah blah blah.
wow. GOLD. awesome.
I need to work on walkin habits.
Im worst than that little baby.
gosh.
*Push urself, geek.*
shut up you 'gigantic-head-with-a-face-like-a-pretzel-bitch' nucklehead.
dang.
im makin sins.
hah. yikes.
klah.
Nth else.
Toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
(My daddy's sick. Dear god, make him well.)

Ayek bisa jalan.

2009-04-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

What can I say?
The awesome new's out.
Im finally free from crutches.
Im walkin, baby.
Walkin with crutches sucks.
Big time yea.
Im a semi-zombie now.
Gotta learn how to walk. yea!
Nth else.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Thnkew god. I love ya!)

yea bibeh yea.

2009-04-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

I cant wait till the great big day tmrw!
Yeas yeas yeas!
But still gotta pray.
Coz things may or may not turn out to be like what i thought it would be.
dear god, i know eur listenin or readin.
pls let me walk as soon as possible.
Im begging ya.
Im tired of 'hoppin' around. <- what craps.
Have mercy on me.
Amiin.
Ayek's having tests tmrw.
Shyte.
klah.
nth else.
toodles.

P.S: I love my babies n Ihsanism.
( A. maths remedial was much more fun than I thought it would be. yikes.)