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Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Sunday, January 03, 2010
That's the end.
time passes like how cotton candy melts in your mouth.
Holiday was sweet but it's too short.
too short for me to pin up memories in my head.
there's sweet, sour, bitter, spicy moments but it just doesn't fit in.
After today, no time for me to waste coz i've got less than 6 months to prepare.
PREPARE FOR THE WORST, olevels.
darn, why do I grow up too fast? I always thought I just graduated from primary school just yesterday.
the stress of sitting for olevels isn't as bad as not completing holiday assignments!
syikes, I totally know it's wrong but I've got RESPONSIBILITIES.
yea, that big word.
I'm in the core team of the ones who organised the sec one orientation camp twentyten.
And we've got a hell of a million works to be done for the camp to be a success.
Just look at the sizes of the banners at our school.
It's deadly.
err, so that explains why I didn't manage to complete my holiday assignments.
I spent a lot of time in school to prepare for the f'camp.
I know I had some little puny teeny weeny of time to do my homeworks.
But hey, i'm a normal typical human who needs rest.
Plenty of rest to stay healthy!
true ain't it?
But don't worry about me and the assignments.
I'm gonna do just fine.
Hey, I'm as cunning as a fox y'know.
Anyways, some people get confused over me.
But I too don't get whats up with myself.
Well, I've been looking my ex's profile on facebook.
Not the recent one, it's the one before him.
Everytime I saw his photo, I am mentally disturbed.
okay, that sounds wrong.
what I mean is, I miss him.
He's now attached with another person.
I know it's been a very very very long time since we go on our seperate ways.
well, the reason we ain't together is ME.
I followed my intuition.
now i realise that my guts don't tell the truth all the time.
I broke up him coz I can't feel the chemistry between us?
fucking pathetic, but it already happened.
I can't do anything more.
Well now, i don't know why I feel like I don't bear to see him with another girl but at the same time, I think I don't have any feeling towards him..
It's super weird ain't it?
yea totally...
but I know if he somehow gets to read this post, he would supposedly go "that fucking female dog!"
well, I deserve that. He's a good guy.
I mean it.
Let's drop the subject.
So, tomorrow.
I've got to get to school at 6am to prepare the stuff for sec one camp.
Tiring but this camp will only go on till tuesday.
but after that, from wednesday till friday, there's this workshop for 4express.
Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop, from 8 am till 9 pm on the three days.
Shiitass.
Im tired im tired im tired.
Sometimes, being smart and have leadership doesn't helps.
Sometimes it helps though.
See what I mean how it doesn't helps?
And I know you know that it also helps in a way.
You get me?
Well, I don't get myself.
toodles.
P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Ihsan will probably come to Singapore this MArch or MAy. yeaahhooo! I've just posted the longest post in my own blog.)
Holiday was sweet but it's too short.
too short for me to pin up memories in my head.
there's sweet, sour, bitter, spicy moments but it just doesn't fit in.
After today, no time for me to waste coz i've got less than 6 months to prepare.
PREPARE FOR THE WORST, olevels.
darn, why do I grow up too fast? I always thought I just graduated from primary school just yesterday.
the stress of sitting for olevels isn't as bad as not completing holiday assignments!
syikes, I totally know it's wrong but I've got RESPONSIBILITIES.
yea, that big word.
I'm in the core team of the ones who organised the sec one orientation camp twentyten.
And we've got a hell of a million works to be done for the camp to be a success.
Just look at the sizes of the banners at our school.
It's deadly.
err, so that explains why I didn't manage to complete my holiday assignments.
I spent a lot of time in school to prepare for the f'camp.
I know I had some little puny teeny weeny of time to do my homeworks.
But hey, i'm a normal typical human who needs rest.
Plenty of rest to stay healthy!
true ain't it?
But don't worry about me and the assignments.
I'm gonna do just fine.
Hey, I'm as cunning as a fox y'know.
Anyways, some people get confused over me.
But I too don't get whats up with myself.
Well, I've been looking my ex's profile on facebook.
Not the recent one, it's the one before him.
Everytime I saw his photo, I am mentally disturbed.
okay, that sounds wrong.
what I mean is, I miss him.
He's now attached with another person.
I know it's been a very very very long time since we go on our seperate ways.
well, the reason we ain't together is ME.
I followed my intuition.
now i realise that my guts don't tell the truth all the time.
I broke up him coz I can't feel the chemistry between us?
fucking pathetic, but it already happened.
I can't do anything more.
Well now, i don't know why I feel like I don't bear to see him with another girl but at the same time, I think I don't have any feeling towards him..
It's super weird ain't it?
yea totally...
but I know if he somehow gets to read this post, he would supposedly go "that fucking female dog!"
well, I deserve that. He's a good guy.
I mean it.
Let's drop the subject.
So, tomorrow.
I've got to get to school at 6am to prepare the stuff for sec one camp.
Tiring but this camp will only go on till tuesday.
but after that, from wednesday till friday, there's this workshop for 4express.
Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop, from 8 am till 9 pm on the three days.
Shiitass.
Im tired im tired im tired.
Sometimes, being smart and have leadership doesn't helps.
Sometimes it helps though.
See what I mean how it doesn't helps?
And I know you know that it also helps in a way.
You get me?
Well, I don't get myself.
toodles.
P.S: I love my babies and ihsanism.
(Ihsan will probably come to Singapore this MArch or MAy. yeaahhooo! I've just posted the longest post in my own blog.)
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